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Aubrey Stewart's avatar

This is so beautiful Sofia and very relatable. I grew up in a conservative Christian home and since Donald Trump came on scene in 2015 a lot has changed for us. The sentiment about your faith being tested as you watched those around you who professed your same beliefs not acting in accordance with them hit deeply.

Sal Teodoro's avatar

This was beautiful Sofia. Nice to meet Adam’s significant other. I grew up in a Democratic household and became a Union electrician. I went to catholic school and am a Christian. I didn’t always vote for Democrats. I voted for who I thought would do right by Americans as a whole. But that all changed actually because of Mitch McConnell and Donald Trump put the nail in the coffin. We’re all in this together and we’ll make it through this together. You have an amazing husband and an adorable young man.

Ellen H's avatar

A beautiful story that conveys the heartbreak of betrayal and the courage of conviction displayed by both you and Adam. We appreciate your commitment to saving our democracy and speaking out against this regime.

Lori's avatar

What a beautiful article Sofia. Thank you for sharing it with us.

Melissa Jo  Peltier's avatar

Such a powerful & heartfelt piece. Thank you & Adam both for your integrity and patriotism.

Cindy Marshall's avatar

Wow, Sofia! This was so beautifully written! I could feel everything YOU were feeling! I could also relate the same feelings while working my government-funded job! However, your position was far more challenging! I'm so happy for your Faith and that you were able to stay true to yourself! Not always easy to do when you believe what you're working toward but not always who leads it at the time. Thank you for sharing and God bless you, Adam and Christian!

Richard Breining's avatar

You might already know, but Sofia has her own Substack here

Cindy Marshall's avatar

I didn't know but I subscribed yesterday! Thanks!

Joan Bailey's avatar

Sofia, it must have been a struggle for you to actually witness from the inside what some of us in everyday life on the outside were beginning to suspect about the orange man-baby’s first administration. The seemingly revolving door of staff members was telling, that something wasn’t quite right behind the scenes. It must have been disappointing to know colleagues who professed following Christianity, show by their actions just how feckless they could be. But what is impressive is that you have the integrity and character to not fall in step with said imposters and were able discern the truth and stay authentic. Thank you for sharing your experience with us and keep speaking truth.

KATHERINE H. TERHUNE's avatar

This is quite something to read. Wonderful that Adam chose to have a guest author today. And it’s YOU, two of you, in fact. And a fine author you are. You draw us into your world at that time and now also, with the admirable beauty of being true to yourself and listening to your instincts, your inner voice. Thank you for this very special post. So happy for you, your beautiful family unit! Bless you!

Phyllis Logan's avatar

Thank you Sofia, for sharing. It takes a great deal of courage to reveal your private thoughts and deeply felt beliefs. Many blessings to you and your family.

karliciaberry@gmail.com's avatar

Thank you for this piece. For a true believer, how difficult it must have been for you to come in contact with so many wolves in sheep clothing. Welcome to what I call the Credit Card Christians. They are morally bankrupt and use the bible and religion to manipulate and gain power. They have no love of God or country. They manipulate the Christian population to gain power. I wish they were a joke, but they are the only ones laughing. And Trump is the G.O.A.T. of Credit Card Christians.

Debra G's avatar

So raw. So truthfully and beautifully written. My heart goes out to you and our country.

Carol Coder's avatar

I love this glimpse into your personal journey. You and Adam stay true to yourselves, your faith, and your country. That is impressive these days.

KarenPB's avatar

This was, as others have said, so beautifully written. I could relate to so much. I grew up in a Republican household and always voted right. Obama was the first Democrat I voted for. It grieves my heart that my parents are avid DT supporters (“we’re conservatives and that’s how we vote.) Thank you so much for sharing your story. As a fellow follower of Christ, I pray for you and thank you and Adam so much for all you are doing for our country.

Richard Breining's avatar

So sad to read the quote of your parents. The key word there is"conservatives".

I have posted about that word before here. This is a link to it:

https://adamkinzinger.substack.com/p/make-america-sick-again/comment/106802355?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=2vg1kz

Maybe it will help them understand how they have been 'misappropriated" by the orange felon and his sycophants.

KarenPB's avatar

Thank you, Richard. They are in their late 80s and are completely sucked in.

Dan Kane's avatar

Mrs. Kinzinger, beautifully written. I love the style, the reminiscing with oneself from another time.

I admit, I do not know all the challenges that Hispanic people face.

My goal for myself is to become fully bilingual. I'm maybe "3/4 bilingual." Practice, study, repeat: my instructions from me to me.

I would say to you that I tutor ESL as a volunteer because I occasionally see "opportunity gaps" for those for whom English is not their native tongue.

Mrs. S's avatar

I, too, tutor ESL, for Ukrainians. Very warm, loving families.

Mira on the Wall's avatar

I love this! The convo-with-younger-self format really fits; it brings out an appropriate sense of drama and intimacy. Sofia, I appreciate the courage and will to write and share (even though it's clearly not a new task for you).

The part where she's genuinely shocked that professed Christians would not act as such almost made me tear up (instead of laugh or say "duh!").

M. Layfield's avatar

You held steady through the challenge. Thank you for sharing it.